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the cookie crumbles both ways | June 5, 2011

Sunday June 5th 2011 — my feelings get hurt too

I met another friend of a friend recently… and this time I felt it. I felt that fuzzyness that you get when someone special accidentally touches your hand. That “I don’t want this night to end feeling”…. we stayed out till 5am! I felt amazing. The #1 thing I was grateful for was that I still have the ability to feel that thing. All of the sudden, I felt like Stella…  gettin my groove back.

But… it was not the same for him. To him, he just broke off his engagement a couple of months back… and everybody is trying to “fix” that for him. I am another girl his friends tried to “fix him” up with. He is meeting “lots” of people right now, and he does not feel ready to “get to know” any one person any better than another.

I totally get it, and I appreciate his honesty so much. This time, I was on the receiving end of the “I don’t feel the connection” news… and I got my feelings hurt.

This is a process. I do know he is out there. I actually have someone who I am really excited to meet this week I’ll keep ya posted on how it goes…